LETTER TO THE CHILD

Sorrows of your childhood rolled in my oldage .....today i am 72 yrs 

 I was unaware of your presence in my embrace when you were part of my life .....i can feel the two HEARTBEATS in my heart. one of your heart which was as soothing & relaxing as the mother can feel of her child .

i was unaware of this feeling before and could not find why all this is caming to my mind . Why the feeling of loneliness has disappear ? Why i can feel the presence of the child within me ? Why i could not find that you were inside me growing with SMALL FEETS, SMALL ARMS, STARS LIKE EYES & calling me loud ..........mummyyy....mummmmyyyy....mummmmmyyy.

I WAS UNAWARE ABOUT YOU UNTIL I COULD FEEL YOUR PRESENCE IN MY UTERUS.

i came to know you were there & i m going to give you birth after 3 months . you came as a blessing of life . as it was very sudden & i could not find out your presence & my pregnancy earlier was a GOD's GIFT . i named you VISHU as a gift of god .. you develop with your elder brother. he was so much attached to you as you were his brother from generations.

he nurtured you with love & care & also his embrace of protectiveness for life. after 2 months, when you started crying for day long, i was very tensed & could not find your problem and feeling so helpless. doctors stated you have liver problem, but still as a mother my heart was poundaring in & out that can the problem with liver make you cry so much.

next day i went on to next doctor to consult with you problem . it is the biggest hospital of our place in our city. 
JUST THAT LAST TWO DROPS OF WATER ALL YOU NEED
when i reach hospital your dad accompanied me to the team of the doctors we have called to get you diagnosed . but i was too late to feel your presence and you have finised in all manners. i could not evalauate whether your presence was just the matter of 2 months, or to taught me that how you feel when most presicious thing is snached from you . 

Your elder brother asked from me day and night about your absence & i could just make excuses for his every question.

After 50 years , again he asked me where has vishu gonne mom, i could just cry and my tears where the purest answer to his all questions. 

THE BELOVED SOULS

She has just recovered from a traumatic years of her life .
A year ago when happiness was on peak . one after nun when she was nourishing her soul with the sunshine ..........she fell down  and bleeding went on floor from head and nose.

There was a sudden shock to her beloved soul. Doctors detected the tumour in hypocampus( part of the brain ) which needs to be removed immediately as it was in his growing stage. 
 Beloved soul with his full support & care nourished her after the operation. One after another her beloved soul undergone through stages of fire, death & discouragement but the encouragement showered her beloved his love for her has never been fade away and the love diminished the negativity.

After so much of bad times, the love birds , beautiful souls still survived in each others pain, love & care . Beloved soul knew that it was the end, the end of being together in this lifeless earth, he knew that then he is going to different world where life would be not with her beloved soul anymore. 

He wishpered her as he knew that she could handle  her life without her, without his support  and care because now she was absolutely fine.

she just said that without him she was like the broken leaves of the tress who has no place to survive on this very earth , she was like a drop of rain who cannot reach the desert of her own wish.......................SHE WAS INCOMPLETE WITHOUT HIS COMPLIANCE 

LOVE ONCE AGAIN

He was gone & the ribbon of broken conversation was the parting gift to her. she couldn't believe it happened so soon ..................... she felt as if nothing was left in this world.
 Life devoid of his presence, was not acceptable. she had submitted herself completely to an unknown stranger three years ago , day by day , she immersed her own into his heart & soul. she lost her identity, & became everything what he was. he was the mission art of our soul .his likes & dislikes were her biggest priority.

Childlish little girl died the day he left her. she built an invisible strong wall around her . she often wonders for what she fell for him....................  won't she find it in someone else.
Days turned into years, yet she still remember his birthday, the day she met him first time, the way he kissed her that silly fights. In three years, they never saw each other. out of blue someone came in her life to teach her that love can happen once again in life .